早知如此,何必当初

其实从很早很早的时候
就已经发现我们没有办法满足对方的性趣

曾今的我有想过要不要因此分手
因为那对我来说我挺喜欢的东西
也是我需要的东西

但是当时的我也很喜欢彼此单纯的在一起
想了想, 这是一个可以学习个人喜好, 越做越好, 越做越觉得我们很匹配的事情
所以没有分开

但是三年后我们依然没办法满足彼此....
不知道到底能做什么才能够做得更好
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哎呀今天就写到这里
有太多太多东西向要想要PO 
但是因为个人隐私觉得别PO 比较好
反反复复做同样的事; 写了又删

生活中太多事了
终是想太多
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昨天又开始了新的漫话
"豪门的私宠宝贝"

一直看到4.30AM 才睡
今早起来时, 好想拿病假不上班 
继续在家读

但是没办法啦! 工作很多没有办法不要上班 :(

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