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I'm late for the review! But no one cares! Lets get straight to the point. 1. Drink at least 1.5L Water each day. 29/31. Two days I didn't drink enough I'm assuming weekend since I'm not always with my bottle on weekend. 2. Start the day by 7.30AM 10/31. It's really hard even though I have an alarm ringing at 7.15am. I think that's because I sleep too late and don't feel like I've slept enough to wake up.  I'm trying to adjust to start sleeping before 12 but it doesn't seem like it is possible :O 3. Reach work by 8.30AM 0/31. This is really hard to change la.  I mean... no one is pressurizing me to change. Just that I thought maybe going earlier is bettter. But FML thats not really happening. 4. Spend at least 5 minute to stretch everyday by myself 17/31. I kinda stopped stretching on the last week of July cause my body is too tired and I don't have enough time to do what I want to do. But I think I want to start doing that again. 5. Spend ti...

  In life, there’s so many things to do each day. But we don’t want to do the things we have on hand… So, we procrastinate by doing unimportant things.  When situation happens to people who we know, the procrastination kicks in and we starts to meddle into their affairs. AKA being a BUSYBODY! Cause we all like a little DRAMA in our lives. But then being a busybody can BACKFIRE. The situation can become better or worse. (NOBODY KNOWS) You get stuck in the middle. Relationship will get affected Lots of time gets wasted in the process (YAH LA YOU JUST WANNA PROCRASTINATE) You get stuck with a bad reputation if things go south. Honestly, I don’t really think I’m really a busybody nature. But some situation happened between two of my friends, I just wanted to be a 和事老 mediator between two parties because I didn’t want them to end their friendship because of something so small. But I guess the issue is quite rooted and I cannot mediate between them. A bit upsetting cause everything ...

Hey guys!  It's the time of the month again for the monthly goal reviews. I t seems like I've slacked much more this month. But having a goal means something gets done at least? On another note, I've upgraded to using google forms linked to google sheet instead of google sheet so that it's less hassle free to do the collation.But actually I don't really need it to be linked to a google sheet since I could actually track them from the responses in google form directly.  To be honest, it's actually really good cause I can just track the statistic there. Lets review the stats together and you can see what I mean. (But you also need to know what you want to track and put up the questions properly.)  1st goal: Drink at least 1.5L of Water each day 27 says out of 30 days! I'm slowly getting the hang of trying to get the minimum intake of water into my system. There is 1 day out of the 3 days where I really don't think I could drink more water. I drink too much...

I drafted this post on 30 April I was thinking to spend time after to think of how I plan to finish writing everything whether it should be a goal review + summary or just a normal post.  But I didn't.  So here it goes. ;    April has been an eventful month.  The studio that I’ve been going to for fitness is closed as they need to relocate. Didn’t feel like there were any other studios I wanted to try so I decided to host my closest classmate to do fitness together in my house weekly until the studio reopens.  I’m pretty bad at hosting but I think it gets better over time.  Anyway I’ve also been exploring Pilates while the studio is closed. Really enjoyed doing reformer pilates!  Then, I went on a vacation with a group of friends for the first time.  6 days away and goals are thrown out of the window for the 6 days. 😮 I did pack my bag every day though so that I don’t bring too many unnecessary things out when I am out and about. Next we hav...

Happy Lunar New Year Everyone! It's the third day of LNY and for most people in SG, work / school has restarted and everyone has gone on to living their regular lives except for some small group of people like me who is still on leave. LNY this year is awesome! We can't really go out and bainian since it has been less than a year since the passing of my dad. (Some says that it's ok for me to bainian cause I'll have to follow my husband family now that I'm married.) So we went on a cruise before LNY and came back on the 2nd day of LNY. I may want to write about my cruise trip but it will be on another post. Stay tune for it. But if it doesn't appear with in the month of February, you know that I have procrastinated and gave up on it :O It's the last day of the month! So I guess it's time for goal review and also some reflection of things that has happened in the month. First up.  GOAL REVIEW! 

New Year New  Old Me! Hoping to become a better me in the year 2025! First post of 2025 after the 2024. Do we need any recap for 2024? I think yes. It's time for the goal recap and let me list the 4 which I have written on the previous post.  Action done and whether I achieve those goals will be in red but honestly, I didn't think I did cause I wrote it and forgot about it.  1. Finish up all the work I've been procrastinating on. As a serial procrastinator, I think this is literally impossible.  I did try to complete a few things as soon as possible but my backlog still exist. 2. Spend time to reorganize the space I have at home.  [3 Areas I think I could get it to work before the end of the year] Targeted Area - Kitchen - Wardrobe - Study Basically, I did try to clear all 3 areas but it is still not to my satisfaction. Kitchen is still a tough place I need to tackle. But I think I'm almost done with the study room.  Wardrobe side still need lots of improve...

It's been close to a year since I last post anything here. So much things has happened during the time I've stop posting till now. The year felt like it just zoomed past and we are now approaching the end of year. While many things has happened, but it felt like I didn't do much this year. Procrastination level increased and it's hard for me to get things done due to the monkey in my head. With slightly more than a month left to go to the end of the year, I will hope to finish up all the things I've been dreading to do. I wonder if there's a button that can turn me into a workaholic so I can focus on all my work task. 1. Finish up all the work I've been procrastinating on. 2. Spend time to reorganize the space I have at home.  [3 Areas I think I could get it to work before the end of the year] Targeted Area - Kitchen We didn't plan much for the kitchen space when we did the built in cabinets in the kitchen since we don't really cook prior to owning a...

It seems like it's pretty hard for me to stick to the goals I have set due to me always procrastinating. I am always giving in to the monkey in my head. The battle against the need for instant gratification is real.  I want to reap the results but I don't really want to work for it :(.  While it doesn't sound fair but then that's what it is. Right now, I really just want to work on finding a system that will work for me at home and at work so that I can become more productive, organized and actually gives great output instead of wasting precious time on things that does not matter as much. Work has been hectic as there is a lot of things to handle right now. Yet I still find time to procrastinate whenever I get small and little things done. I think that should not be the case cause the project needs to be completed by November and we are still trying to figure out what is happening. Seems like I really need to step up my game and start to push for more output else I wil...

It's been a long time since I last posted. So much things has happened to me within the past 3 months! I caught COVID @.@ I have given in to my addiction of gaming & quitted my part time degree course I am trying to focus & do better at work so that I can get pay raise without having a degree cert. I am starting a twitch & Youtube Channel for my gaming content. I've started going to pole dancing with a few of my family members. I feel that item 1 & 2 could have been a post on it's own but I haven't find the time to write about them yet. In fact, the post was started and written quarter way and saved as draft for slightly over a month right now. I feel like I have wasted so much time in the past few months although I have so many things I wanted to do.  I think maybe it is time to look into what I want to achieve for the remaining of the year and set targets so that I can reach the goal. I haven't been living life with a goal in mind ever since I deci...

Today is a Friday! Which means that I am almost at the end of my recess week ☹️ The problem is that I am supposed to be studying in my recess week but I have not done any studying. Next week will be week 8 of school but my brain only have week 1 contents. The problem is, I don’t even think the content I have of week 1 is complete. I still have assignments yet to be done ☹️ Sometimes, I feel like I should give up on pursuing the degree. But many people told me to hang on since I have already started on it. At this point, I don’t have a choice but to reduce the time I spend playing games since I really can’t afford to continue failing my modules else I might not be able to hit the graduation criteria. Despite spending less time on games this week, I’ve been spending more time on my SO and also building up a workspace for my life using Notion. Notion is a project management + note-taking software which many claims that has helped boost their productivity. I think it will help in bo...

Today is the last day of November in 2021.  We are welcoming the first day of December in less than an hour. As what I previously mentioned, I wanted to start reflecting on how I can do better and also set up goals like what I have done previously In my previous post , I mentioned many things that I wanted to do 2 semesters ago but I have yet to do any of them. Now that I have failed another semester, I am planning to make things right for the next semester. Goals for the month of December is to sleep earlier during the weekdays 1. Sleep before 12am every weekday and preferably before 2am on weekends. 2. Work out at least twice a week 3. Spend at least 30minutes a day studying (It's vacation now but I have to start early to prevent the same thing from happening) 4. To plan out my day each day before I go to bed.  I have played too much for the past 1 and a half year and now it's time for me to play less and stay committed to being a student.  ---------------------------...

Is it too hard for me or is it that I didn't put in enough effort? There are many things I didn't noticed before (Or that I deny that is the truth)... But I'm slowly realizing those issues while working at this new place for the past 4 months... New Project came in. I'm placed to be the second in charge.. I want to do it well. But the truth is, I am too lazy to do it well. I procrastinate way too much and tend to put off things which I deemed hard / difficult / time consuming things. I question too little about things and doesn't point out things which I know is wrong although I already see them. (I mean it is obvious you don't actually need me to point it out to you.) I know little and yet I don't ask. I used to be curious and ask question all the time. Don't know what happened. Maybe I'm not suited to be here. Yet I'm having a hard time to leave because they gave me a chance and believe in me. Then again, I don...

The weather for the past week and the following days to come is so cold that I don't even need to on air con at night !  But it makes me feel like staying at home all day as I do not want to be out in the wet weather. But then again I really have no choice since I had to work for money. :( So, recently I'm looking into how I can get passive income so that I can rest a little.  With the weather like that, I have to start bathing the moment I reach home. Otherwise the water will get colder later into the night. (Partner's house has no water heater) Can't wait for next week when Christmas comes so that I can have a day of rest in the mid week. It has been almost 2months since I've started my new job. I definitely learnt different things within this 2 months but I feel that I didn't do many of the job well. At first when I started the job, I was hoping that I will be able to perform well and hopefully get a pay raise after I get through the probation period. But as ...

Wooo! Blogger mobile app have a new layout ( from a few months ago ) And I think it looked so much better than the previous one. Didn't explore much of the app yet. I'm just submitting blog posts only. Let's move on to my life cause you know, I haven't really tried exploring the app hence I got nothing to talk about it.  Now that I switch job, I have to wake up earlier as the working hours 8.30am-5.30pm instead of 9am-6pm I used to think 30minute isn't a very long time... But it actually is !  Now I reach home at 6pm and is able to finish showering eating (take away at home / nearby home) and playing royal chaos by 9+ 10!  I will even have time to blog every day if I don't spend them on going out to inconvenient places to have dinner / hanging out with friends and family. But well, spending time with friends and family is important so you guys just got to wait for my update. (I'm pretty sure nobody really reads my lengthy posts anyway) Back to talking about ...

It has been a very unproductive week cause I am physically very tired although I didn't do much things. Work was hectic! Both my site supervisor are on leave and I am left to liaise with the worker leader which I can't really communicate well with. Some contractors are MIA while some contractors are really nice and help us a lot in order for us to meet the deadlines. Still the dark times are not yet over. There are still a lot more work to be done at this site although we are supposed to be close to completion. One of my site supervisor will be back tomorrow... So I will have less thing on my plate to think about. Now what is left of the project is to ensure that the subcontractor get back to me with the schedules so that I can arrange work and ensure that work can be completed on time. Next week (tomorrow) I will have to focus on another project which has started (but we have yet to do anything) Hopefully I can get most of the paperwork done so that site can proceed w...

I think really hard about what to post nowadays. I mean I really want to write about something But I got no idea what to write about. There is so many things that happened in one day. Mostly in work since I spent most of my time at work? 7-8 hours of sleep (sometimes even less) 8 hours working 1 hour lunch break What happened to the other 7 hours of the day?! 1 hour for dinner half an hour for shower Half an hour for traveling to and fro work (If I'm staying at my partners place) *It will become 2 hours if I go back to stay with my parents every day* I still have 5 hrs ! (or 3 hours if I go back home) So, whatever happened to the 5 hours ! Did I really spent all that time lazing around, Playing games and reading novels?! Unbelievable! Gonna make better use of my time now. (Oh I think I also spend some time OT-ing at work damn!) Many things at work not yet settled. Have to really work hard to settle them. Either by waking up early to g...

一个礼拜的考试筹备时间就这样过了... 我根本什么都还没有读到好吗？ 明天真的需要去花时间去读书了 这个学期学的东西我没有什么接触到 也没认真听过老师教课 所以完全不知道会出什么样的题目 工作上真的有很多东西需要赶 这几天都在加班 :( 没办法吧 熬完这个月就会好了 今天就先...

从一开始就知道是不能永久的关系 双方都同意的情况下延长了这一个错误 双方都有错 错的是我们 而我们对不起的是那些真心爱着我们的人 也对不起自己 ? 虽然我很不舍得可是也没有办法 毕竟这是不能长久的 之前在气头上写的 虽然之前真的不想要继续 现在... 就不管那么多抛开所有顾虑好好的享受过程吧 反正疯子不止我一个 😉😉😉 我想 这样就改变决定的我是不是很糟糕 是我原本就没有想要放弃这件事 只是想要生气刁难而已 现在正在放假中....... 都没人来找我 :( 

在一个月的时间内 我做了两件荒唐的事 即便是知道事情有多荒唐但又不想要改变 也想一直继续着这个荒唐的行为.... 知情者说: 觉得我对其他人不公平 觉得我对自己更不公平 这种事是不健康的 觉得我很吃亏 觉得我很傻 虽然我也很认同TA的说法 但是我就是中毒太深 就是上瘾了 就是没办法控制自己 当机会来临时当然要好好保握 你们说是不是? 哎呀反正已经过去了 也没有办法改变任何事 看着办吧

Me being such a lazy person, I really dislike having changes in my life. But I also understand that changes are unavoidable. There are changes that I must make to become a better person be it for my health, for work / for people around me.  The thing is that, if you want to be successful / to be able to have more time to do something, then you have to take the first step and make changes to your life in order to work towards your goal. This year, I've made one change which I did to my life and is currently still sticking with it. That change is to drink less can drinks. Well, I mean I still drink can drinks from time to time.... But not as much. The reason why I made the change is because I want to become slimmer without exercise. It's not that I'm very fat in real life but I just want to look better for myself.  and that I think that cutting down on can drinks is a workable way (1st, save money... 2nd, it's readily available... 3rd, it is health...