My Online Diary

那天她联系了我 说她被分手了男友追着她要回借给他的钱让我帮她. 毕竟多年朋友一场我还是心软了答应帮他 本想着那是最后一次了. 才过不了几天, 我在我平常吃午餐的咖啡店 正准备坐下来开吃, 我的妹妹就告诉我她的存在 我纠结了很久到底要不要去打招呼 最终决定我并不想去打招呼 怎么知道我竟然忘了拿汤匙 需要经过她的位置才能拿得到！！！ 反正我没义务跟她打招呼, 只要她没跟我打招呼我就会当作我没看到她. 反正她也不一定会想要和我打招呼 最后我是被她叫住了 打了招呼, 嘘寒问暖后终于回到我的座位 她说我们在电话继续聊. 我的内心却是 请不要和我聊 我没有共同的东西想和你聊 ANYWAY, 再遇见给我的感觉好像我们依然是朋友 也许在你的心中我们依然是朋友 其实我觉得如果你没有让我感觉像是你的提款机 我们可能还会是朋友 或许我的内心里还是把你当朋友 虽然本人并不想继续当你的提款机 所以在你所称的走投无路后还是愿意帮你 只是再遇见后的种种  让我清晰的感受到 不当朋友的决定是正确的 也很后悔为什么会心软的又帮助了你 我们的交集明明都已经断了 现在又被我该死的心软而又有了联系 有个朋友问我为什么不直接把她拉黑? 其实我懂她 她若有能力一定会把欠我的还我 所以才没把她拉黑的 但是现在好像的的确确没办法还 而且她好像因为我的一时心软而一直向我借钱 当然, 我是个会拒绝人的人. 所以我把她给拒了.  或许我应该听我的朋友 把她拉黑

I was just scrolling IG and I came across this post from mothership. While I'm not a super big fan of pig blood  But I'm still excited about the unlifting of the ban. Does it mean we are closer to seeing duck blood being unbanned in singapore? Anyway, because yesterday is April 1. and I'm not sure whether it's posted as a belated april fool joke so I did a little googling and found that it is true ! https://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/singapore-food-agency-thailand-pig-blood-products-6033126 But apparently, only the pig blood from this Thai company is approved.  So it's still gonna take awhile before we get to see pig blood being sold in Singapore.  If you are a fan of pork blood, maybe travelling is still the easier option for now. 

Been reading this Manhwa for a really long time. I heard that they are working on the anime.  Honestly, I'm not very excited for it to become anime. I think I will be much more excited if I could get more manhwa update within the week instead of the anime. Anyway, the latest chapter of the manhwa is 395. I think that's too many chapters to talk about from the start so lets just start with chapter 395.

Looking at my goals, I think they are all quite unrealistic for my lifestyle.  I want it to happen but it's not really happening because of how packed I squeeze my schedule and how I can't bear to sleep knowing that I haven't achieve what I wanted to do for the day.

Oh wow! I just realised as premium VIP,  The whole show is available for me to watch last night. (26 March) BUT.... I think the plot at the back is not as interesting as the front I kinda lost interest to continue already. Now I'm watching Episode 36. 

Rating: 3 out of 5 I finished a pretty short book that has 56 pages for month of March cause I'm busy watching drama, dancing and trying to rest early. I thought I'll find something to read to brush up in organising my life but this book feels like a waste of my time cause a lot of words are wasted in reiterating similar points.  But as someone who does project management, I think it does motivate me to do better with the refresh of methods which I have come across in. It's might get messy from here onwards but below are just some key takeaway from the book.