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  In life, there’s so many things to do each day. But we don’t want to do the things we have on hand… So, we procrastinate by doing unimportant things.  When situation happens to people who we know, the procrastination kicks in and we starts to meddle into their affairs. AKA being a BUSYBODY! Cause we all like a little DRAMA in our lives. But then being a busybody can BACKFIRE. The situation can become better or worse. (NOBODY KNOWS) You get stuck in the middle. Relationship will get affected Lots of time gets wasted in the process (YAH LA YOU JUST WANNA PROCRASTINATE) You get stuck with a bad reputation if things go south. Honestly, I don’t really think I’m really a busybody nature. But some situation happened between two of my friends, I just wanted to be a 和事老 mediator between two parties because I didn’t want them to end their friendship because of something so small. But I guess the issue is quite rooted and I cannot mediate between them. A bit upsetting cause everything ...

It seems like it's pretty hard for me to stick to the goals I have set due to me always procrastinating. I am always giving in to the monkey in my head. The battle against the need for instant gratification is real.  I want to reap the results but I don't really want to work for it :(.  While it doesn't sound fair but then that's what it is. Right now, I really just want to work on finding a system that will work for me at home and at work so that I can become more productive, organized and actually gives great output instead of wasting precious time on things that does not matter as much. Work has been hectic as there is a lot of things to handle right now. Yet I still find time to procrastinate whenever I get small and little things done. I think that should not be the case cause the project needs to be completed by November and we are still trying to figure out what is happening. Seems like I really need to step up my game and start to push for more output else I wil...

Time is really something you need to grab on to. It's precious yet it is easily wasted. There were many times whereby I wanted to bring some order to my life by setting targets and routines. Yet I fail again and again due to lack of discipline. No motivation and discipline to finish what I have started.  I know it is affecting my everyday life but it is so hard to change! Habits are hard to change and that whatever changes made can easily be reverted once the motivation is gone. :( It's been a good 6 months since I last posted and so much have happened in my life. One thing that remain constant and maybe gotten even worse is my procrastination bug. The monkey in my head that just want to play and play all day instead of working for things Biggest change in my life is I finally get the keys to my house! Renovation is currently taking place and I couldn't wait for renovation to be completed! We decided to proceed with the renovation with an ID instead of finding individual co...

I'm supposed to be studying but my SO parents were watching this Netflix drama on the TV. Since the study room and living room is so close, I'm distracted and decided I should just watch the series with them. Speaking of which, it's strange because my SO is usually not very interested in a drama series but he sat down and watched with ALL of us.  In between, we had to translate the show to my SO since he could not read Chinese! (We were watching using Chinese Subtitles) Anyway, my SO parents stopped watching after 3 episodes as it was late and they had to sleep. I thought I should finally start to study. But it's already late and my mind is all focused on wanting to watch the series until the latest episode.  So that is apparently what I did while playing game.[Hence I did not even start studying] Slept late too and end up being like a zombie the next day. Here's the link to the Netflix page. https://www.netflix.com/sg/title/81509440 Episode 7 Release will be tomorr...

Today is a Friday! Which means that I am almost at the end of my recess week ☹️ The problem is that I am supposed to be studying in my recess week but I have not done any studying. Next week will be week 8 of school but my brain only have week 1 contents. The problem is, I don’t even think the content I have of week 1 is complete. I still have assignments yet to be done ☹️ Sometimes, I feel like I should give up on pursuing the degree. But many people told me to hang on since I have already started on it. At this point, I don’t have a choice but to reduce the time I spend playing games since I really can’t afford to continue failing my modules else I might not be able to hit the graduation criteria. Despite spending less time on games this week, I’ve been spending more time on my SO and also building up a workspace for my life using Notion. Notion is a project management + note-taking software which many claims that has helped boost their productivity. I think it will help in bo...

Oh no! I wanted to do a weekly review but I ended up procrastinating for so long. I initially wrote the post on Microsoft word but I did not publish it since I did not write it while I am at home. I'm going to just paste it here so you can tell how long I've been procrastinating to post it.  And the thing is I just had login, open the file, select all, copy, paste into blogger and hit post. Anyway, let me proceed with the post which I should have posted close to 2 months ago. *note* Text is highlighted in grey for differentiation. Happy New Year everyone! The first month of the year is almost gone and I have not completed my review for December 2021 goals! Naturally this means that I obviously didn’t complete much since I am such a procrastinator. Let’s look at the table I have done to see how bad I have done to sticking to my goals. Will explain what happened after the table. Goals Days Date Sleep before 12am every weekday ...