不舍但是终有一天也得割舍

从一开始就知道是不能永久的关系
双方都同意的情况下延长了这一个错误
双方都有错
错的是我们
而我们对不起的是那些真心爱着我们的人
也对不起自己 ?

 虽然我很不舍得可是也没有办法
毕竟这是不能长久的

之前在气头上写的
虽然之前真的不想要继续
现在... 就不管那么多抛开所有顾虑好好的享受过程吧
反正疯子不止我一个 😉😉😉

我想
这样就改变决定的我是不是很糟糕
是我原本就没有想要放弃这件事
只是想要生气刁难而已

现在正在放假中.......
都没人来找我 :( 

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