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Time is a really precious thing. But the sad thing is not everyone cherish / make use of their time wisely. For me, I really don't have much motivation to work so I keep procrastinating at work. Then I realized I really need to complete my work so I got no choice but to stay back after work hours / use my weekends to try and complete them so that I will have less work during the weekdays. But still I get chased everyday by different Project managers T^T. Next week I really need to turn on my gears and stop all chat function to focus on work. Otherwise I will really get stuck with all my work. Already very behind schedule. Which means I will post less frequent until I managed to complete most of my work. But then again, I've tried many times to cut down on chatting but then I went back to chatting after I feel unmotivated. (and I frequently feel unmotivated?!) Gonna set a fixed chatting timing during work hours so at least can complete work plus also rest time...

There is so many urgent things I need to do! Some of the work wasn't urgent previously but have become urgent due to procrastination. Too unmotivated to carry on working all the time.  It is so hard to complete anything with my mind keep drifting here and there. I really need to work on being more focused and more time conscious.  It's really late right now and I still haven't started on my project which I need to hand up by Friday. The thing is, I haven't even completed 90% during the interim we had previously and my supervisor. Really need to work on it right now.  Should have paid someone to do the report and give me a presentation to present it. It's too late for me to pay someone to do it since I need to SUBMIT the report on FRIDAY! Kinda regret taking leave on Monday from work. Now so many other things become URGENT! Anyway, there will be a discussion regarding the tender tomorrow.  Haven't even finalized the price / planned how...

Me being such a lazy person, I really dislike having changes in my life. But I also understand that changes are unavoidable. There are changes that I must make to become a better person be it for my health, for work / for people around me.  The thing is that, if you want to be successful / to be able to have more time to do something, then you have to take the first step and make changes to your life in order to work towards your goal. This year, I've made one change which I did to my life and is currently still sticking with it. That change is to drink less can drinks. Well, I mean I still drink can drinks from time to time.... But not as much. The reason why I made the change is because I want to become slimmer without exercise. It's not that I'm very fat in real life but I just want to look better for myself.  and that I think that cutting down on can drinks is a workable way (1st, save money... 2nd, it's readily available... 3rd, it is health...

It's my first time eating the capsule type medication today I thought it would be hard to swallow since I can't really swallow Panadol fast enough and it always end up melted in my mouth. Was dam paranoid about trying to swallow it because of all the what ifs. End up I was worried for nothing THE CAPSULE IS WAY EASIER TO SWALLOW I don't even need as much water to wash them down No wonder my mum can eat so many pills at one go but I still don't dare to eat 2 capsules at one go. Gonna try tomorrow Kinda glad that I didn't back up and choose to open the capsule and swallow the powder instead

OMG GUYS ! It is finally Friday ! Today is such a short work day for me as I practically just went out for the whole afternoon.... Which means that I'll have a lot of catching up to do afterwards. Well, but the trip out is worthwhile la. Not really a waste of my time. Getto know new people and also got more ideas on how to do my work. Shared some ideas and comments I have and also get feedback on how work should be done... I think I did mention some sensitive stuff. Not sure how it will come and bite me afterwards but then I think it shouldn't be that bad right ? Is now in school cause my manager drop me off at school after the meeting. It's not really my first time being early to class but it isreally one of the rare times. Didn't know that I will have time to write a blog post while I am not at home otherwise I would have brought along my keyboard. I will be having an open book test later which I am not sure if I will be able to pass it or not. There is...

人生就是这样 只要有一步走错了，后面走的路往往都是 '错' 的路 所以才会有这句话 ; 一错再错 当然， 我们也不可能永远都在做错事 只是做错了一步后， 未来要走回正路比较困难 需要很多意志力去克服做错事的坏习惯 虽然所已经结束了可是心里还是不甘心 不管了.... 我就算死也要玩死TA 这个良心被狗吃的大坏蛋 不管怎么说也是TA 先开始的 可是说真的， 我觉得我也很难玩死TA 如果真要比的话 我已尽输TA很多回合了 要弄到TA不好意思 / 不自在 / 胡思乱想 应该很难 毕竟一个大坏蛋就是这样的 今天我好像有赢一局! 要忍住我想要找TA对质的冲动才不会有沦落为败者

今天第一次看中医... 第一次针灸 之前有点怕会痛 但是还好没有我想象中的痛. 我的中医帮我配了药. 原本有一点怕吃的. 怕会苦.  可是也不是很苦. 能接受 所以要乖乖吃完他. 今天之所以会看中医是单纯想要知道自己的身体有没有什么情况 结果发现身体有点虚. 需要补回来 要慢慢调养. 医生说我不能跑步哦!

Thank god it's Friday ! And I am not at work cause I still have school work to do. Project review is today and *I HAVEN'T DONE ANY SHIT TO MY REPORT!* But anyway, I have whole morning plus afternoon to do it since my review is at night (As long as I don't get distracted doing other things ?) But that is how you should spend your leave days! Doing what you like / things you always want to  人生就是这样. 有些东西早晚都会做的 只是不同的时间点会产生不一样的结局罢了 最近发生了一些事情让我一直胡思乱想 这件事我不懂也不太会用语言来描述 总而言之, 一开始不是我想要踏入的 然后被诱惑了. 虽然被诱惑可是还是不太想要踏入那件事情 可是后来一直被劝说, 最后我妥协了 虽然妥协了 但是还是觉得这种事情不能永久毕竟我们在补洞... 哪里有洞就往那里补 事后才发现补了没太大的用处. 回不到从前的时光也找不回当初的美好. 虽然我一开始就不看好这件事 可是事情的后果/结局 真的不是我所想象的 也不是我想要的. 可是一切已经太迟了 也好像没有挽救成功的机率 今天这件事情终于落下了据点.  知道该洒脱但是又做不到... 对于这件事我们也已经犯了很多次规 也许是因为之前没有把规矩讲的清楚一点  所以才会有现在的不甘愿 Now let's get back to English mode. I think Friday is such a good day to take leave. So much time to myself and most importantly, There will be a I love yoo update! bu...

Week started off happy. Good mood for everything :) I even start updating the corkboard they have at office. Starting with It's a beautiful Monday. But then as the days goes by, I start to feel more negativity. It's Thursday now and I don't know what to write anymore. Lazy to update anymore just like this diary. I guess thinking about what to write daily isn't really for me. Many things happened throughout the week. so many things to do and my mood suddenly dipped down. Took leave on friday to re-adjust my mood and also complete my project. Still have class on friday. Can't wait to go home this week. It's been a few weeks since I last went back. Gonna bring some clothings back ?? Sometime I feel very conflicted on whether I should return home or just stay over at my partner place cause my partner place is closer to work. but I'm just going to bring 1 set back so at least there is something I can wear when I am back at home. OH GOSH...

Ah! I think I really need to start studying a lot otherwise I keep feeling lost in class. This semester is really too much for me to handle. Especially when I don't really listen in class plus I don't continue studying after I am back at home. End sem project review is up next week and I still havent got anything done. I mean I had the format done but it is in my thumb drive which I left it at home !!! It's been 2 weeks since I left home. I think I will only return next week so I'm going to wake up early tmr morning &  head to my office to do all this... But then again, I've been turning up early for work lately but I still didn't complete my school stuff... Cause too many work stuff to follow up on.. Everytime when I am back in office, I will start to do work study instead of studying. :(

最近每次和我的伴侣讲话讲到对方都不愉快 明明聊着聊着还蛮开心的 然后突然间就闹得不愉快 如果不同意我的看法也不需要提高声音跟我说 今天我们又大吵了 因为我说到我回家后要用电脑。 然后就被说成好像我有事没事都要用电脑 都不知道用电脑来做什么 然后说每次我用电脑用那么久 TA每次等到睡觉了 *super triggered!* 我从来都没叫TA等我  明明就是这样说 让TA先睡的 好啦 不要用电脑啦 以后不要在TA家用TA的电脑了 用我的平板电脑就好 可是TA在家我又不能用平板 =_= 两个人挤在一个床上 两个人都在用电脑/平板电脑 ... 根本不够位好不好 只是还我的身体不舒服 真的好想念家哦~ 要怎么做都行 不需要看人脸色 (好像是我的脸先变得) 总而言之听到TA的评语很不爽 希望时间能快一点 等到十二月没夜班后就能每天回家了 😁😁😁 没电脑能用就早点睡吧 明天早一点起床上班.... byebye

Have been using the same phone for the past 3 years. Havent changed a phone cause I am thinking of changing my mobile plan but I was stupid to sign up a 2 years add on a few months before my contract due date. So, after 3 years of using a phone without SD card, I started to max out the internal storage space and had to review all the contents inside my phone. So, Step #1, Review and Delete files you have in Downloads/Photos/Music (I don't recommend you to do it as step one cause it didn't really work for me cause I don't have much time to review them) #2, Review and uninstall apps. I uninstalled games that I kinda stopped playing. Apps I no longer use. And apps that have similar functions as the system apps. (eg. Outlook which is same as Email/Gmail) I mean why do you need another App to view email when you already have 2 system Email app which you cant uninstall ? No more step 3 la. I think by the time you uninstall those app, your phone have more space. I clea...

First time I trying this as my colleague offered it to me. Was told previously by a few people that it is nice but I never really get to buying it as I feel that it is expensive. But it is really nice ! I took another one after finishing one.  On a different note, I think I should stop snacking at work cause I am becoming fatter.

Just when you think that all is well and the skies ahead is pretty blue, the sky suddenly turn grey and the next moment you realized that thunderstorm is approaching and BOOM! A lightning bolt just hit a tree you walk past a few minutes ago.... Just when you were feeling lucky that the lightning bolt didn't hit you, another flash came by and  It didn't hit me. Or at least not yet. Right now, it felt like there are external forces trying to hit our team. Morale is down cause there is really little things we can do against the external forces. External forces are trying to gather back the old forces back. Which means that someone in the team will have to go. I am in dilemma because I like both the old and the new and would pretty much preferred that BOTH of them stay. I don't want to be made to choose between the old and the new and at the same time, I don't want both of them to be gone. However, I do not hold the power to change the decision of the aut...

Hi Diary, I am finally back in action! It has been a week since I posted a proper post so I'm just going to give a breakdown on what happened. Went overseas with family to meet a family friend Short trip. not extremely fun but not really boring at the same time I feel kinda bad cause I didn't really chat much with my friend despite not seeing each other for ages. Although it was really a short trip and I didn't get to explore much of the place but there is a lot of nice tasting food xD. After I came back from my short trip, I had a day of break before going back to work. but then my day is not used wisely. Half the day is spent lazing on the bed (at my partner place) reading Emergency Couple (korean drama) recap on dramabeans.com The other half of the day is spent travelling back home and settle whatever I want to do (Not enough time apparently) Day ended so I've to go back to work .... And soon, the weekend is here! But the weekend is s...

Too forgetful lately. Previously I left my wallet in school. Luckily someone returned it to the office and I managed to get it back. Otherwise I would have lost $300 just to get my IC replaced. Went out for surveying with my colleagues today. Took out my tablet for photo taking and recording of notes and then my colleague asked me to help shine torchlight (using phone) at where he wanted to take photo. (To get a nicer photo) Then I totally just put down my tablet on the nearest table and forget about it there! It was until after I left the place, board a taxi, sat down and decide to take a look of the photos taken then I realised that my tablet was missing! Spent the whole journey trying to recall where I left it. My colleague deduced the correct location though my colleague claim to not see me use my tablet when we were there. Apparently after we got back and have lunch and flip through the photos my colleague took, there was a photo of me using my tablet at the room...

I have been using my trusty phone for the past 3 years sure enough, it had been through a lot with me and till now it is still good to use  (except for the home button.... I kinda spoil it ? but I could live with it. But the one thing I couldn't stand is that I don't have enough storage now and have to spend time to extract and delete. The thing about digital media is when you have it, you don't look at it. but when you need it, you cant find it. Isn't it kinda frustrating? Anyway, my trusty phone does not have external memory card slot so I really have to clear it up during my free time so that I can hopefully get more storage space to use for the time being. There is too many photos in my phone and sometimes it is just too hard for me to decide whether or not to delete that photo :/ maybe I should transfer all my files to my thumbdrive, delete all information from my phone, then sllowly look through using the computer and decide whether I st...

Today is my first time writing a blog post using my tablet + bluetooth keyboard even though I already have them from 4 months ago. The reason why it took such a long time is because I couldnt get the bluetooth keyboard to work with my tablet until yesterday when I finally decided to google and find out how I could connect the bluetooth keyboard to my tablet. Apparently the keyboard is already connected to my phone through bluetooth, but then I still have to go into my phone settings to set the keyboard as an input. =.= no wonder I could get it to pair but couldn't get it to work. The keyboard have been rotting at my house for a long time. (but then most of the time I am at my partner's place.) then about a month ago, I kept it in my bag which I bring to and fro both places without even taking it out. Falalala and the tablet, I semi regret buying it cause I don't really use it much. The usage of my tablet is mostly to refer to my lecture notes & drawings. Kin...

Was at the Ebook section in Google play yesterday where I saw a book titled How to Procrastinate... Like a Pro! I downloaded it (Cause it’s free) and read it. The book is pretty short and true. Was thinking of picking some statement which I think is true out to share here... But then again, I really lazy to transfer the points from the book to this blog post. I mean if you are really interested, you should go and read it. It's free on google play anyways. Anyway, after much reflection, I think my top few procrastination habits are 1. Reading novel/Manga when you really should study 2. Sudden Kaoraoke Session when I really should be leaving home. 3. Allow yourself to be distracted by every single thing. 4. Plan out how to get the things done but not following the plan. 5. Leaving things to the very last minute (Thinking that I have the time) Yeah and I procrastinated again today. Can’t keep myself motivated to do any work. Number of procr...