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Too many things I wanted to do but then I'll have to finish up all the work I NEED to do first. I think right now I need to focus when I am at work to finish all the things I NEED to do. Then I'll spend my free time to devise a plan to make work more efficient so that I can spend less time doing work at office hours and then more time to spend on myself and also produce efficient work. Honestly, My job is not really difficult. It is just that I am lazy and also I'm lacking of system to do it effectively. I should stop complaining about having too much work to do and start doing them before every one starts complaining about me. JIAYOU! Didn't manage to do any work today as I was on site for the whole Morning. Only spent 2 hrs in the office doing some work followed by a sharing session about personalities. I'm a ESTJ (According to the website) lol Anyway I'm at home trying to clear up my area so that I got a place to chill with my computer. Hopefull...

Lost motivation to work. Not sure if it is because of the lack of direction or just that I am plain lazy. There are so many things I want to work / accomplish but somehow I am distracted and is unable to do it. Could be that I know that there are more people I can share my workload to that's why I'm becoming lazier. To be honest, I'm really not performing and is a little worried about my future. Furthermore I think to many people I haven't been performing much. Really need to put in some hard work + free time to work out all the things. Although I might not like that job, but I have to earn my keep. Hopefully I can keep my motivation up for a long time.  

Regretted not extending my leave for another day. My colleagues are shocked that I actually came back to work on a Friday. Doesn't make much difference to me since I have to work half day on Saturday. 1 of my Colleague from my lunch clique went overseas recently and came back with a gift! A Key chain with my name! That's the second key chain which I received my colleagues as a gift after their overseas trip. (Both with my name ! The first one with my chinese name in han yu pin yin while the other one with my english name) I get that key chain is a common thing to buy as a gift but I got no use for them and I don't really need them! *Don't buy key chain with your friends name / colleague names! It's a waste of money and they wont use it. Why would anyone want to carry around something that is so long together with their keys? I hope in the future my colleagues will stop buying key chain. Just enjoy yourself during your trip (It is okay to not buy a...

Took the exam paper yesterday. Full of shock when I see the exam papers. I really don't know how to do many of the questions. I tried to fill up as many as I could. Hopefully, I will be able to pass. Went to sing karaoke with my classmates after that. Sang for 3 hours (Till 12+ am!) And finally reaching home at 1.30am Spent my time today reading "A Valiant Life" although there is lots of other things I want to do since I am at home. Played phone game for awhile and also cooked dinner. Today dinner is too much for 4 person. I guess I will have wake up early  tomorrow morning to make lunch using the leftovers. Only 5 minutes till the next day. I shall finish my game and pack up for work tomorrow.

不能一直让时间流去 要抓紧时间尽量把可能会考的都背下来 一定要能够及格 为了能够及格 要加油 不要分心 (但还是分心了) 如果我这次考试能够及格, 我以后会提前做准备的! 会努力盖掉坏习惯,不要那么懒散, 要比较努力在工作上和学业/学习上. 现在的我真的真的要努力了 拜拜 明天见.

Just finished my first exam paper of my specialist diploma. Despite the half day off before Hari Raya, Hari Raya Holiday, Weekend and off from work before exam, I still didn't really study for it although I have ample of time. Now I'm left with 1 and a half day to prepare for my next paper. (Which I didn't study anything yet and I didn't even listen in class.) x.x Apparently, I spent my half day off playing game and resting, Hari Raya Holiday on making notes, Weekend to read novels and play games Off from work to play game rest and study my notes. So didn't really study much. Apparently my notes covered all the questions tested but I don't remember all the answers. I hope I can still get a pass.  Well I guess I have to learn from this lesson and stop procrastinating. Have to start making notes for the next paper now! Anyway, Today also marks the first day of work for my lil sis! Apparently everyone in our family even her own bf have been...

Yesterday I had meeting in the morning regarding a new project which I haven't prepared anything that the boss wanted to see even though the meeting and agenda was announced last week. Even today when we have our project meeting, I still didnt have the things my boss wanted to see and go through. Makes me wonder how long will I have survived should I not been bonded to this company. Had a farewell dinner with colleagues last night as they have already given up trying to stay in this company which is not improving. Anyway the company is currently retrenching people. WHICH COULD HAVE BEEN ME IF I AM NOT BONDED. My colleagues say that it will not happen even if I am not. Well, looks like I really need to work hard to get everything done

Today is the third working day since the implementation of a new system for purchasing of material. I was previously impressed by the system as it will save a lot of time and paper however after 3 days of using it, I think that the IT department (there's only 1 person inside) did not plan out how the program should run and we ended up spending more time doing purchasing than usual. Spoke to my lady boss and it seems like she still prefer to look at hard copy documents. Time for us to suggest and come out with a even better system! Speaking of which, I also want to build a website/app for my department so that our operations will be smoother. This means that I really need to spend time to learn some programming as I really want to build the website/app on my own. But first, let me build up this blog first.  Personal wants comes first. Work comes later.