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Booked ticket to Vietnam before the covid thing started and we decided to cancel the trip 3 weeks before the flight due to how serious the virus is. Luckily, we didn't go. Otherwise, today after my flight reaches Singapore, I'll be on stay home notice  which means that I'll probably say bye to my project on hand I usually don't follow the news very well,  But there are covid news and comments everywhere over the internet... And, my colleagues love to talk about it. I'm not crazy over covid but I'm just gonna share an image which I saw online.  Second wave of panic buy due to Malaysia lockdown news. (It is so sad. That means no more short trips to Malaysia for the time being) There is no need to stock pile for years. Though you do need to have a month supply of food at home.  Also, why didn't you start buying after the first wave die down ? I guess Singaporean just like to queue.

以上的照片是我两三个月前拍来上传的 但是博客上传失败所以一直到现在才上传 之前刚换工作还没有什么东西让我做 现在工作量多了也没太多时间去想放工后要做什么。 反而我放工后还在想工作上的事。 我想这个礼拜后就会轻松了。。。

Is it too hard for me or is it that I didn't put in enough effort? There are many things I didn't noticed before (Or that I deny that is the truth)... But I'm slowly realizing those issues while working at this new place for the past 4 months... New Project came in. I'm placed to be the second in charge.. I want to do it well. But the truth is, I am too lazy to do it well. I procrastinate way too much and tend to put off things which I deemed hard / difficult / time consuming things. I question too little about things and doesn't point out things which I know is wrong although I already see them. (I mean it is obvious you don't actually need me to point it out to you.) I know little and yet I don't ask. I used to be curious and ask question all the time. Don't know what happened. Maybe I'm not suited to be here. Yet I'm having a hard time to leave because they gave me a chance and believe in me. Then again, I don&