My Online Diary

It seems like it's pretty hard for me to stick to the goals I have set due to me always procrastinating. I am always giving in to the monkey in my head. The battle against the need for instant gratification is real.  I want to reap the results but I don't really want to work for it :(.  While it doesn't sound fair but then that's what it is. Right now, I really just want to work on finding a system that will work for me at home and at work so that I can become more productive, organized and actually gives great output instead of wasting precious time on things that does not matter as much. Work has been hectic as there is a lot of things to handle right now. Yet I still find time to procrastinate whenever I get small and little things done. I think that should not be the case cause the project needs to be completed by November and we are still trying to figure out what is happening. Seems like I really need to step up my game and start to push for more output else I wil

2 days ago, we are hit with a sad news. Coco Lee have chosen to end her life after suffering from depression. While I never really follow her, but her song "so crazy" was a song which I grew up listening to. It is really a pity that such a talent like her choose to end her life.   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FkBQQvfbAdc After watching videos and reading articles about her life now that her life has ended, I feel like she has been very brave and really tried to live life to the fullest every day. It's a pity she didn't held on longer. I hope she is now freed from sufferings and can now rest in peace.