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Found a letter that bring me back to when I was in Secondary school where it's a trend to pass letters in class. The front of the letter says (My English Name),考试快到了，记得复习 (Exam is coming, remember to revise.) Which reminds me that I only have a week to study for my exam right now  The letter says Dear Fox,  我看了你给我的信了，如果XX不想跟你说话的话 , 那你就主动跟TA说话咯！还有胖一点好，给人的感觉是很Cute. AA在怎么好，但是距离是一个很严重的问题。 所以你就别再乱想我跟BBCC的事了， 最近你别胡思乱想啊！把生活安排的好一点， 别再说sad 的乱了   YY Such short content but still have relatable content.  I strikeout all non-relatable content! cause that only relates to me in the past.  Right now I don't even remember what happened between YY, BB and CC. Then again, AA was a close friend of mine which we call each other husband and wife. In Secondary school we were inseparable.  Although we have known each other during Primary school, Secondary school is the time whereby we really get to know and get close to each other. Afterall, we'v...

When your mind is like a whirlpool and you find that this song makes so much sense... What do you mean? ooh When you nod your head yes But you wanna say no What do you mean? hey When you don’t want me to move But you tell me to go What do you mean? Oh, what do you mean? Said you’re running out of time What do you mean? Oh oh oh what do you mean? Better make up your mind What do you mean? You’re so indecisive, what I’m saying Trying to catch the beat, make up your heart Don't know if you're happy, or complaining Don’t want for us to end, where do I start? First you wanna go to the left and you want to turn right Wanna argue all day, making love all night First you're up and you’re down and then between Oh I really want to know What do you mean? ooh When you nod your head yes But you wanna say no What do you mean? hey When you don't want me to move But you tell me to go What do you mean? Oh, what do you mean? Said we’re running out of time What do you ...

Okay, I just uninstalled the 超好看小说 App on my phone. Previously when I write the post about downloading the app due to wanting to read this 小说by the name of 全世界都知道我爱你 I wanted to say that the app is probably yet another  app which collates many Novels and only allow you to read the first few chapters of the novel then you have to use money and unlock the remaining chapters. But then I haven’t tried the app so I don’t want to post it cause I do not want to post things that are untrue here. So I hold on until now. The truth is what I thought of the app was absolutely spot on! I didn’t even read any of the chapters. I just went to the content page and saw that after around 30 chapters (I cant remember the exact number) need to pay to unlock the remaining chapters. There’s like thousand over chapters and you only leave a few chapters unlocked? Damn! Good way to earn money man. That’s why always google the novel you want to read before spending money on apps. I used ...

I started reading Waffles & Pancakes  on Saturday and I finished it up to the latest chapter on the same day. Each chapter is really short and funny. Highly recommend you to read when you got nothing better to do. You know I kinda hope I have a such friends around me too 😂😂😂 Can't wait for the update tomorrow! Anyway, I didn't do much today again. Kinda slowly did my work and then soon it's lunch time. But I guess I did more work today since I chatted less? Monday blues I guess everyone is too blue to chat. Song for today got to be Thai Cha Cha cause we played it 2 times today. My colleague just realised that I ultra love noisy and crazy annoying songs today. My colleague was trying to decipher what kind of music I like cause he can't really find the link between those songs that I like (Genre quite far apart.) I guess I just like a whole bunch of different Genre. Can't listen to the same type of music every time. Didn't do much t...

Today is the day all online shoppers have been anticipating. I'm not really a shopper so I'm just lazing around at my home. Didn't stayover at my partner home the night before cause HOME IS THE BEST PLACE TO BE IN!!!! More like I prefer staying at where my parents are even though I hide in the room doing my own things. I mean you are in a safe place with all your favourite person who will tolerate your nonsense and back you up whenever you need.  Went out with my parents for breakfast. It's only me and my parents today. I think my lil sis went to stayover at her bf house so I didn't even see her the whole time.  My dad is a bit talkative today due to the recent "fake" news episode revolving around 1MDB and a certain someone and how other counties are reporting it and other countries polities and elections. He likes talking about polities la so all we can do is to listen. After breakfast, we went back home and occupy different r...

从一开始就知道是不能永久的关系 双方都同意的情况下延长了这一个错误 双方都有错 错的是我们 而我们对不起的是那些真心爱着我们的人 也对不起自己 ? 虽然我很不舍得可是也没有办法 毕竟这是不能长久的 之前在气头上写的 虽然之前真的不想要继续 现在... 就不管那么多抛开所有顾虑好好的享受过程吧 反正疯子不止我一个 😉😉😉 我想 这样就改变决定的我是不是很糟糕 是我原本就没有想要放弃这件事 只是想要生气刁难而已 现在正在放假中....... 都没人来找我 :( 

Recent updates are mostly in Chinese so I'm just gonna post something in English I currently have 2 Chinese post in draft. But then I am still sorting out my thoughts and thinking if it is something I should publish. Though it's my diary but it is online after all. As much as I would like to post my life without letting out too much information about myself, But nothing on the internet is untraceable so I kinda have to think twice before I post. Holiday is just over and I can't wait till the next Holiday! But I really still have many work to do. Like what I previously said, most of the work is carried over from god knows when due to my constant need to procrastinate. Anyway, I signed up for this zero1 1gb to unlimited plan. It's for my tablet and I finally got the sim card yesterday. The delivery man was late. Luckily I went for lunch without waiting for him. Anyway this post was savd as draft since 8 November morning. I thought I published it already but ...

最近都很少更新 没有可以一人坐着想着写着的时间 要更新其实很容易 那里都行可我比较喜欢在独自一人的时候更新。 今天是屠妖节没上班 早上就跟家人一起去游泳 好久没有跟家人去游泳了 父亲大人有工在身没办法一起来所以连母亲大人都没来 可我们几个兄弟姐妹也玩的很开心 没带伴侣一起去。 伴侣几乎每天都能见面 所以公共假日就让我于家人朋友出去玩 今天时间过的很快  很快就要四点了 于朋友有约所以要下了  想起明天还需要做工就觉得sian 算了先把今天玩完吧! 大家屠妖节快乐 :)

在一个月的时间内 我做了两件荒唐的事 即便是知道事情有多荒唐但又不想要改变 也想一直继续着这个荒唐的行为.... 知情者说: 觉得我对其他人不公平 觉得我对自己更不公平 这种事是不健康的 觉得我很吃亏 觉得我很傻 虽然我也很认同TA的说法 但是我就是中毒太深 就是上瘾了 就是没办法控制自己 当机会来临时当然要好好保握 你们说是不是? 哎呀反正已经过去了 也没有办法改变任何事 看着办吧