Old letter from secondary school

Found a letter that bring me back to when I was in Secondary school where it's a trend to pass letters in class.

The front of the letter says (My English Name),考试快到了，记得复习
(Exam is coming, remember to revise.)

Which reminds me that I only have a week to study for my exam right now 

The letter says

Dear Fox, 

我看了你给我的信了，如果XX不想跟你说话的话 , 那你就主动跟TA说话咯！还有胖一点好，给人的感觉是很Cute. AA在怎么好，但是距离是一个很严重的问题。

所以你就别再乱想我跟BBCC的事了，最近你别胡思乱想啊！把生活安排的好一点， 别再说sad 的乱了

 

YY

Such short content but still have relatable content. 

I strikeout all non-relatable content! cause that only relates to me in the past. 

Right now I don't even remember what happened between YY, BB and CC.

Then again, AA was a close friend of mine which we call each other husband and wife.

In Secondary school we were inseparable. 

Although we have known each other during Primary school, Secondary school is the time whereby we really get to know and get close to each other.
Afterall, we've been in the same class for the whole 4 years and sat beside each other since Secondary 2. (Even in Secondary 1, she just sits on the table in front of me.)

 No teachers ever want to break us apart cause we are good couples. 😂😂😂

Although we loved each other and really like to talk to each other a lot, but we are very serious in studies and always listens to the teacher when they teach. (Or maybe I fell asleep?) so no teacher ever change our seating arrangement although they changed the seating arrangement of almost everybody else. 

I mean we also really complement each other and is able to teach each other.
The subjects that I am weak in, are subjects that AA is strong in.
And the subjects that AA is weaker in, are subjects that I am stronger in.

We joined the same CCA and played the same instrument.
(But AA was told to switch to playing the bass version of the instrument after that :( )

But we are still able to sit beside each other.

As we stay really close to each other, we often go home together after cca / after school.

Now that I think back, I feel that it is kinda sad that we don't contact each other anymore. 

But then again, it is probably because I don't even bother to keep friends around.

It's hard to maintain a friendship / relationship with people.
I guess I'm just too lazy to maintain anything.

Anyway, I left secondary school a year earlier than all of them so...  (I was from NA Stream)

I don't really contact anyone from my secondary school anymore.

Also partly because of how I badly handled my relationship with XX and also this other person.

AA also studies in my polytechnic, but we are enrolled in different diploma courses.

We meet each other from time to time. But really stop contacting after our graduations in poly.

The partial reason is because of my overly sensitive close friend WW. 

Now WW is my only friend which I frequently chat with cause WW pesters me with her small details in life. 

(Not so often anymore cause I don't entertain WW's messages sometimes and WW also know my pattern la)

Apparently WW and AA had some differences in opinion which they cannot resolve.

Both are my close friends. What can I do?
I help AA also wrong. Help WW also wrong. 

To me, I just want to resolve each others problem.

But I realised it is not possible for me to resolve it.

AA and WW decided to call their friendship off.

Although AA didn't call off my relationship / friendship with her,

but it is obvious that AA and I have drifted apart after this incident.

*Long story from a letter with few words.*

I steered out of topic.

So I just go back to the main point.

The main point is ... 

考试快到了，我要复习

会少写日记. 

不要一直有乱七八糟的想法

也不要一直胡思乱想

先把自己的生活安排的好.

---Translate---

Exam is coming, I want to revise

so I will write less (Update less)

Stop having those messy thoughts in my mind 

and stop imagining things.

Keep my life in order first.